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SARAH_VW
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I was tired of not feeling good. I knew I needed to change the way I eat and place exercise back into my life.
Taking one step at a time to see change.
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I just turned 23 and I feel afraid that my chance to be young and beautiful is drawing to a close. I know this sounds crazy, but I can't help what I'm feeling. I feel a stage of my life quickly coming to an end and a new, more adult one is looming.... I suppose I'll still be young in my late 20's, but it will be a different kind of young. I just want to be attractive now while I can still pass for 19. I missed out on high school socially - I would spend lunches alone, hiding in the library, because I felt so inferior to everyone else. I want to mix and socialize, be one of the attractive girls at a nightclub. I am very much in love with my boyfriend of 5 years, and we plan to get married when we can afford it, but I can't deny that it would feel pretty good to get whistled at or flirted with. This sounds incredibly snobby but I would love to have guys tell my boyfriend that he is lucky to have me. Right now I feel lucky to have him. Attractive girls get that sort of attention all the time, and if it's okay for them, can't it be okay for me too? Has anyone else ever felt this way? BTW I am a gamer and quite geeky (which I have no intention of chaning), and I don't wish to ACT like a snob, I just want to be... really hot.
Edited by: MISSMOONROCK at: 3/28/2010 (16:10)
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Trying on swim suits for my upcoming cruise. They all looked aweful on me and the size I had to put on was larger than I had ever had to wear before. I had a melt down that day, 3 weeks ago. I have since lost enough weight to return the suit I bought for the next size down.
short and mid-term goal: Get my arse back in gear. long-term goal: feel better about myself . “Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.”

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wow, umm. i guess i'd have to say it was at a family gathering.. i dont see my moms side of the family very often.. and a fmaily member told me i looked just like my mom at my age, only a lot bigger. i about died from embarrasment!
"Fate rarely calls upon us at a moment of our choosing." -Optimus Prime
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1. Son finally healed from surgery. 2. Taking care of him, I let myself go. Looked in the mirror & saw I ballooned! 3. Took control, & made some ME time 4. The Spark book gave me confidence and learned not to be hard on myself. Just keep motivated, focus, and stay the course.
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